Am I Crazy?

I apologize for not posting much lately. I have been really busy. I have also been working hard at the gym, and for the first time it is paying off in a big way – at least in my mind. I have finally got a body that my swimsuits have been prompting me to have. In fact, one of my sexy men’s competition swimsuits, bikini or brief style if you will, has been telling me to take it into the hot tub at the gym and to wear it on the sun deck and work on my tan line. I wore it two days ago, as underwear, planning on just stripping off my sweats and hopping into the Jacuzzi, but I arrived at the gym too late and just had to complete my work out. Yesterday was cloudy, but I still wore the Speedo as underwear. It is all sweaty now, but it still wants me to wear it as underwear tomorrow and take it into the hot tub. Do your swimsuits talk to you? ;-)